Choices and change...

I don't know what I'm trying to say

I woke up the other day

I wasn't alone and it felt right

Then it all changed again

Nothing can stay

I know it's true

Everything must rearrange 

Every so often and be made new

I could hold my breath

Till I'm blue in the face

But it wouldn't have made him 

Do anything any differently

We went our separate ways

The way it should be

Both supported by family

Our choices we make as we go

Even when they are not our own

We always have a choice 

They say but sometimes making

The right one will feel wrong

I wish I felt strong

That I was doing all I could do

I know I'm not though

I know there is more I could be

Doing for me

I have to forget about you now

I have to do whatever I can

To just go to bed and get up again

The next morning and be okay

It sounds foolish and so easy

You've fought battles far away

I probably sound crazy

That most of my battle is 

Right here in my head

But I know I'm not crazy

Scared and lonely maybe

Perhaps even rather lazy

I'm fighting to find my purpose

While you fight for my rights

I'm glad we had that one night

Though I hope to see you again

Sometime soon my friend

Till then I've got to live on

But I'll always keep my dance 

Card open for you to step in

When you get a chance